Melancholy in Bang-a-lore

I response to a friend's query about me:

I’m just fine

I’m just fine

I’m here still in ‘lore’ with a ‘bang’

I’ve been here

For too long

Now I need to kick me out

When? I donno

To where? I donno

I just know that I am glum

I’m still here

I’m still here

Walking, talking but lost feeling

Time stands still

Thoughts too still

Filled to the brim with blue at heart

But glum am I?

Donno too

Ran out of tears to cry my soul

Some climb high

Some reach stars

I’m jus’ so doomed in apathy

But…

I’m alive

I’m alive

Count on me to share your sobs